Physically sick.

This is how i feel physically sick, like i'm going to physically vomit.
It'll pass.

So this is how i'll look tomorrow:Apart from my tunic is white.
Back in uniform!
So my placements been changed, i'll be now working with the district nurse instead of the health visitor.
So it will probably mean i'll hopefully be able to practice my injection technique i hope anyway.
It should be good, although i'm back on a wild goose chase finding out where it is!
Daw.
And i'm not liking the fact i have to travel in my uniform, never mind it'll be good i'm sure :)


I never thought i'd find myself to be the green eyed monster.
But it happened and I hated it.
I shouldn't have to feel like that.
I've let my insecurities come forward.
And i don't wanna let anyone get close anymore.
'Cause it'll only end in me getting hurt and I don't think i'm willing to take that risk.
It's better to end it now.
Before I loose my bottle.

Half of me feels like i'm cutting off my nose to spite my face.
I know what I want though.
And what I need!

And they should change for noone.

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me.

I still know I don't wanna let you go.