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Last night at work was the worst shift I have ever worked in my short student nursing career.
It was very emotional.

I'm home now.
I've just seen the baby.
Daw. He's lush, lush lush.
Nom.
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I do feel canny insecure at the minute.
Like little things that people say stick with me.
See it wouldn't so much matter if whoever was saying it didn't matter.
I do think people say things and then maybe don't realise I take it on board.
I know in the past when i've asked friends about things they've said they can't remember saying it, then call me silly, which again isn't too nice.
Also I think I need to bleed.
This is quite possibly my problem.
I just feel like i'm just a problem in the way.

BUT...
Daniel and Little Nic are coming round tonight.
To get as wrecked and philosophical as possible!
Fun times!