5 Feb 2010

Mama I love you.

Mama I care.

I have now realised getting drunk does not make everything okay.
It just makes Amey want to cry.
Yet she continues.
Excellent.

My plan is to get as drunk as possible and have to get put to bed.
It will happen.

I saw Bella earlier on the way home from work.
She looked sad without me.
I makes me so sad they're just going to tear her apart.
She was so good to me.
And she drinks more.

People should always know i'm feeling down when the winner takes it all comes on.

Cause the winner really does take it all.

And now I have nothing more to say apart from I will get drunk.

I miss my mammy.
I miss my friends.
I miss my car.
I miss her.
This is bad times for me.