Chocolate spread toastie :)

Nom nom nom.
:]
So excited for it.
But i'm so tired.

I was going to update my blog.
But i simply cannot be arsed anymore.
I want a bath and bed but i need to pack.

However.
I love my girlfriend.
She is amazing.
And i had an amazing weekend.
Spending it with her
and i realise i'm so lucky to have her.
It's the simple things :)
I miss her.
:)

L7♥

Mei Melancon♥

Leisha Hailey♥

Kate Moennig♥

I think I may wee myself.

And what makes it even better.

Is I get to spend it with my girlface. :]

Auburn.

I actually like my hair this colour.
I may continue to dye it this colour after placement.
Seeing as though I got sent home again.
I thought this colour would be acceptable and reasonable.
I was wrong.

Hello awful brown :(

Type 'a picture' in google.

I hate first days.
Pure hate them.
I hate being made feel shit.
Ugh.
So i got sent home due to my hair.
I have dyed it and now it's a vomit colour.
I don't think i've felt so down in time.
Proper feel poo like, but never mind.
I'm never happy.
I'm a pure whinge bag.
I hate feeling like this.
I feel like a failure.
And that i'm never going to be a good nurse.
And I realised something today.
That if i wasn't training to be an nurse,
there's actually nothing else that i'm good at.
So excuse me while I go and hang myself.

p.s. I love this. I'm going to create a diary like this. Or just a book. Where i write my thoughts in. Like a big scrap book.
Maybe one day i will.

19.

- i love this photo..

I have four hours left of being 19.
How AWFUL.
I am getting old. But I guess the best part about tomorrow.
Is that I get see my beautiful girlfriend♥

And I get to have as many birthday kisses as I want off her.
I love her far too much. And boy doesn't she know it ;)
And I guess the thing that also makes me one of the happiest girls or OLD LADIES in Redcar.
Is the fact that she's mine.
And i'm gunna make her mine for a hell of a long time. :]

♥

BLEACH.♥

I always get carried away.
And after i've bleached it.
I always want to keep it blonde.
I think this time i may.
Just have to bleach it some more HM!

:)

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head and I cried.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

I'll always love you and make you happy,
If you will only say the same.
But if you leave me and love another,
You'll regret it all some day:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

You told me once, dear, you really loved me
And no one else could come between.
But not you've left me and love another;
You have shattered all of my dreams:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

In all my dreams, dear, you seem to leave me
When I awake my poor heart pains.
So when you come back and make me happy
I'll forgive you dear, I'll take all the blame.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

All you can do is wait

Wait to be hurt again.
It's clearly going to happen again.
I have no idea why i'm just waiting for it to.
'Cause i'm an arsehole.
I wish I could fall out of love, that would my life a whole lot easier.

My birthday is soon, i'm not too bothered in all honestly.
I wish I was at uni or something so i don't really have to celebrate it.

Although.
I am honestly far too excited to start placement again!
It feels like literally two seconds ago i started my other two.
It's going to be good.
I can't believe i've almost finished my first year.
In two years i'm almost going to be a qualified nurse.
Now that's some scary shit!
Ha.

Boo.

I can't wait to see Charlotte and Daniel tomorrow.
I hope they'll be okay.

I feel sad.
Because when I met him he was a nice guy.
And all of my friends are really upset.
I wish i could do something.

Apart from help them get drunk.

I hope Dans resting in peace somewhere.