I am constantly making these silly lists in my head.
With the pros and cons.
Better than me writing them down i guess.
They do help though.
So i've realised my jealous streek is actually terrible.
I realised she wouldn't talk to me on the phone.
Because she was going to meet her.
She said they 'd probably argue.
But still not the point.
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I'm excited to make a phone call, like in an hour or so.
It'll take me back to about two years ago?
LONGER i think.
I got an idea into my head yesterday.
And i find i'm very impulsive and once i get a idea.
I tend to just do it.
Which for once i think i'm gunna break the rules.
Cause i don't reckon the other half is too fond of the idea.
But i'm over it now.
Her loss.
I feel like i'm becoming such a cold hearted bitch.
And building up all the barriers again.
'Cause I don't want to get hurt.
But it's getting to the point where I actually don't care.
At all.
It stuff happens it does, if it doesn't it doesn't.
And there'll be a reason - karma :]
People can crack on.
I've learnt that i'm proper self-sufficient.
And i don't really need anyone.
I can do it myself.
Yes I can!
Apparently a guy who moved in halls in March has gone missing.
Hasn't went to uni and isn't at home.
I hope he hasn't been taken or anything.
I hope he's decided to just leave and start again somewhere new.
I wanna do that.
Go somewhere, get a new phone.
Take a change of clothes and some photos.and get a job and be completely anonymous!
I know where i'd go as well.
I may end up just doing that.
Watch this space.
My eye is sore and feels swollen and just really not pleasant.
Hello chemist themorra.
With the pros and cons.
Better than me writing them down i guess.
They do help though.
So i've realised my jealous streek is actually terrible.
I realised she wouldn't talk to me on the phone.
Because she was going to meet her.
She said they 'd probably argue.
But still not the point.
=\
I'm excited to make a phone call, like in an hour or so.
It'll take me back to about two years ago?
LONGER i think.
I got an idea into my head yesterday.
And i find i'm very impulsive and once i get a idea.
I tend to just do it.
Which for once i think i'm gunna break the rules.
Cause i don't reckon the other half is too fond of the idea.
But i'm over it now.
Her loss.
I feel like i'm becoming such a cold hearted bitch.
And building up all the barriers again.
'Cause I don't want to get hurt.
But it's getting to the point where I actually don't care.
At all.
It stuff happens it does, if it doesn't it doesn't.
And there'll be a reason - karma :]
People can crack on.
I've learnt that i'm proper self-sufficient.
And i don't really need anyone.
I can do it myself.
Yes I can!
Apparently a guy who moved in halls in March has gone missing.
Hasn't went to uni and isn't at home.
I hope he hasn't been taken or anything.
I hope he's decided to just leave and start again somewhere new.
I wanna do that.
Go somewhere, get a new phone.
Take a change of clothes and some photos.and get a job and be completely anonymous!
I know where i'd go as well.
I may end up just doing that.
Watch this space.
My eye is sore and feels swollen and just really not pleasant.
Hello chemist themorra.