Blagggg.

I have nothing to write about.
But I have research and packing to do therefore,
I'll find something to write about.

After talking to Olivia on monday I realised a lot of shit.
That girl is needed to actually keep me on the straight and narrow.
And I decided i'm gunna back off.
'Cause in the tiniest of ways I feel let down.
Maybe it's 'cause I want a lot more.
Maybe than people are willing to give me.
And i'm selfish.
But i'm gunna let people crack on.
I think i'm just ready to go in my own direction now.

My friend, soon to be flat mate Avril.
Well she seems to have it bad.
A crush that's getting real strong.
I really wanna help her, she's my friend.
I'd usually be able to help her but the crush is on me.
I no longer feel anything for her.
And I know she wouldn't try anything.
She knows i'm in a relationship.
But it gets to the point that I don't know what else to say to her texts.
There's only so many "I don't know what to say." and "I'm sorry"
I can say.
Never mind hey.

My last day of placement tomorrow.
Gunna be sad.
I've learnt SO MUCH!
Done so much!
I aspire to have that much knowledge.
Maybe one day I hope.
And that means head down.

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