Calm before the storm.

I find it quite difficult knowing the person I really wanted to see doesn't want to see me.

This just means I need to be a stronger person and stop making an effort.

The reason I make the effort? Because if I didn't nothing would happen.

Well who cares?
If nothing happens never mind.
I'll get over it.

I still and always will have the two people in my life that mean more than the world to me; my mammy and olivia.

I always said to myself i'd never get in a relationship whilst at university. I have and now i'm wondering is it even worth it?
It'll only be me that gets hurt in the end.