White wine just wants to make me kill myself.
But when you and Daniel only have white wine that's what you'll drink.
Vomit.
I keep getting the taste again I hate it.
Cringe at my life right now aha.
What a tail i am please?!
Last night was the best though, i had such a good time getting wasted, playing in snow, drinking even more, kissy kissy kissy in the snow, playing in more snow.
However my life isn't a happy chappy right now. I need to sort myself out and get cracking.
I need to write three essays, i need some inspiration from somewhere and then pack.
Maybe go shopping with mammy later seeing as though i didn't get up at 9! ¬.¬ I didn't go to sleep till 6 like i would be up at 9 pfft!
It's quite upsetting knowing this is my last day/night in Redcar :[
I'm going to miss all my sexies yet again.
Gunna miss me mammy :[
Boo.
It's like sometimes i just wanna get back, i'm sick of being home, feeling confined. But i do secretly love being home, i feel so safe, so comfortable, so loved, so happy.
Seeing all my friends again after months? Like it's just amazing it's like i've never been away. I've got new friends, but c'mon these bitches here are my life and now she's going to cry.
Once i've been back a few days it'll all be good.
I just hate feeling loney at uni, like it can be really quiet and you've got four walls to stare at? That's why i guess i just get drunk aha.
But i think there's gunna be a field trip to newcastle shortly? They better.
But i get to see all the beaut's again, 'cause i have missed them.
It's gunna be strange going back in the classroom, yawn, but at least I can sleep in there.
I hate myself right now, eurgh.
My hair looks absoloutly terrible. My face is just shit.
I want a new body.
I think i might go and throw up.
But when you and Daniel only have white wine that's what you'll drink.
Vomit.
I keep getting the taste again I hate it.
Cringe at my life right now aha.
What a tail i am please?!
Last night was the best though, i had such a good time getting wasted, playing in snow, drinking even more, kissy kissy kissy in the snow, playing in more snow.
However my life isn't a happy chappy right now. I need to sort myself out and get cracking.
I need to write three essays, i need some inspiration from somewhere and then pack.
Maybe go shopping with mammy later seeing as though i didn't get up at 9! ¬.¬ I didn't go to sleep till 6 like i would be up at 9 pfft!
It's quite upsetting knowing this is my last day/night in Redcar :[
I'm going to miss all my sexies yet again.
Gunna miss me mammy :[
Boo.
It's like sometimes i just wanna get back, i'm sick of being home, feeling confined. But i do secretly love being home, i feel so safe, so comfortable, so loved, so happy.
Seeing all my friends again after months? Like it's just amazing it's like i've never been away. I've got new friends, but c'mon these bitches here are my life and now she's going to cry.
Once i've been back a few days it'll all be good.
I just hate feeling loney at uni, like it can be really quiet and you've got four walls to stare at? That's why i guess i just get drunk aha.
But i think there's gunna be a field trip to newcastle shortly? They better.
But i get to see all the beaut's again, 'cause i have missed them.
It's gunna be strange going back in the classroom, yawn, but at least I can sleep in there.
I hate myself right now, eurgh.
My hair looks absoloutly terrible. My face is just shit.
I want a new body.
I think i might go and throw up.