I'm single again.

She messed up again.

Lies, lies lies.

This is it now though.

I refuse to go back and allow this shit to just happen.

HER of all people.

I wish she'd just fall off this fucking earth.

Or Stephanie would grow a backbone.

Neither of these things will ever happen.

So i spent loads on gig tickets for her.

I think i'll sell them all to be fair.

Puts it into perspective; we're going to see four people.

And i bought all the tickets.

It was such a one sided relationship half of the time.

I know i'm going to be fine.

Completely fine, it happened before i can handle it.

The hardest thing is just not picking up the phone to call or text.

I found that the hardest the last time.

It's like giving up drugs.

Always having them there and now i don't.

Well at least she's got someone.

I hope she falls in love with her and they're happy.

I've heard that rebound sex works?

I think i'll try it.

I mean theres always Avril?

Ugh :\

I wish she didn't lie we could have been together for a bit longer.

Least i'm not crying anymore.

I am tired.

And now i'm going to quickly make some food because i'm fat.